Future?

So I haven't written in forever but I find myself on here typing out my thoughts. I'm finishing up my time at visible school this semester and I look to the summer with uncertainty. My hopes is to form a band and start my future in music. I have so many mixed emotions about going back home. I will be glad to see everybody for a long period of time but I have already felt called out of Indy when I came to Visible and I don't know how I will feel when I go back. Living under my parents roof again will be a challenge and I hope to find a place of my own once I get solid financial footing. My girlfriend is moving to Indy as well and that brings its own mixture of happiness and worries. I am scared I will get stuck in Indy and get too comfortable there and become stagnant in pursuing my future hopes and dreams. God is doing something in my life and I can see in everything that I've said on here in this message, God telling me to trust Him and stay focused.