If I were me then I'd be right where I am.

so ive got this feeling that comes to me from time to time that maybe i shouldnt be where i am right now in life. ive been myself through it all so i have to be right where i need to be right?  i also wonder why i use the word i and me all the time in conversations to myself and every one else. im beginning to wonder if i can even go a day without me me me. not to mention my current state of relationship with God. maybe thats why i really cant find peace of mind.  well ill save any deep thoughts for my other blog.